ONE moment by ONE moment
http://www.newyorker.com/books/page-turner/by-anonymous-can-a-writer-escape-vulnerability
I have always wanted to spend a lazy June summer day away doing nothing but cooking, writing, and playing with my cat...
Now looking around, I have all those time things, but only with the wrong material entities. The wrong rugs and carpets, not the correct lighting, the desk is not mine, the furniture wasn't of my own choosing and design. I even have been fussing in my head about not having a bath tub all day.
Yet, somehow another group of people are agreeing with me in another dimension, and now have loaned me their own furniture, lightning, desk...wait : that would be Mother :)) blessing me, and her mother.
The lap top is mine, and so is my time today and so is my cat.
I am having a normal day in my quiet air conditioned apartment and my brother has been sleeping all day long in his room by the kitchen, also blocking me from my washer and dryer through to the washroom. It is on lease for 6 months and after I have served the time committed to its purchase, I may wander off into my own house again. Until then I am settled and gradually getting accustomed to the sound of my writing voice free flowing with out boundaries or censors.
If I wanted to abandon ship or jump dimensions I could go to any public library with my laptop and write there or to a coffee shop where spirits are not created to be so keen of another's preferences and living habits.
This BLOG is as ALONE as I can get without anybody reading over my shoulder or picking up my paper journal and wondering is that me or not? "Sometimes he has written about something too intimate, too scary, too real, for him to bear public scrutiny. " https://twitter.com/glovedfox/status/614161151442714625 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet" lang="en"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">By Anonymous: Can a Writer Escape Vulnerability? <a href="http://t.co/c7rbZeo0XN">http://t.co/c7rbZeo0XN</a> via <a href="https://twitter.com/NewYorker">@newyorker</a></p>— Fox Gloves (@glovedfox) <a href="https://twitter.com/glovedfox/status/614161151442714625">June 25, 2015</a></blockquote><script async src="//platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>